It's been a long time since I posted; that's because I was in Monatana caring for my Mother in law, diagnosed with cancer in February. Sadly, Mom lost her hard fought battle on July 6th.
I went to Montana in March and was with Mom, caring for her until she passed away. Now that I'm back home and have the chance to reflect, I realize it was one of the greatest opportunities of my life! Yes, it was very difficult! Yes, there were many a day when I cried my heart out! And Yes! It was worth it!
Many of us are fortunate to have people in our lives who's impact may not be felt immediately, but is oh, so lasting. That was my mother in law, Jennie, my 2nd Mom! I loved her so much, and feel it was a priviledge and an honor to show her how much I cared by taking care of her, spending precious time with her. and at the end, honoring her wishes.
This morning, I checked the bluebird box in our yard, noted there were 5 eggs, and instinctively went to call her. No, this isn't the first, and probably not the last, time that this has happened. I cry because I'm sad that she's no longer with us.
then I realize...maybe she is. She certainly "lives on" in my heart, mind and memories! She will always be a part of me, one that I thank God for!
Mom, I love you! And I miss you ever so much! Thank You for all you were and all you continue to be! With Love, Now and Always!
Karen
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So sorry for your loss, I know you mother in law must have loved you as much as you loved her. Welcome home - hope to get together with you soon!
Karen, I'm sorry to hear about the recent loss of your mother-in-law. My mother passed on June 2nd after a 16 month fight with ovarian cancer. I think of calling her every day and them remember I can't. My olders son and his wife are expecting their first child in a few weeks. On her death bed my mom told them she was on the selection committee. I thought of that today and just cried like a baby. I miss her.
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